The way someone says hi to you. Or the 4 dollar coffee you spill right after purchasing it.
My point of view from this subject is resolved by knowing this.... The reason these things hit harder than they should, is simply because we don't see these things coming
You can see a divorcee coming. Or a death coming, usually. But when you hit your pinky toe on the coffee table in the center of your living room and completely abliterate the meal you have just prepared for yourself.... That feels like life taking a huge dump on your day and making you clean it up.
I am fighter. Today, I found out that because of my age I am not allowed to partake in the fight I was given in the next couple of months. I had already started my diet. Already lost 10 pounds. Was traing my ass off. Then.... Out of nowhere, which is why it sucks so much, this is laid on me.
Then you gotta think. Maybe it's Gods way of saying be patient my son, because your time will come. Maybe I wasn't REALLY ready for it. And this is just a way of letting me down easy. All I can do is accept this. And try to apply every positive thought towards it. Or els I'll just let it eat away at me when really...
It just doesn't matter.
The little things. They suck. But at the same time. They can be fantastic. I'm ready to keep training and getting better for when I am of age.
I am a fighter. And my story will be here
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